Hi, I’m Bree Estelle. Welcome to Kismet.

My mission is to guide anyone seeking wholeness to liberate themselves, reach into the depth of their own emotions, know themselves, connect to their soul and find their healing + fulfillment.

Be like you, not like me or anyone else.

( Note: I recently changed my name so you may see in my reviews the name “Jackie Abramov” as that is my former name)

This is not for the faint of heart, but for those ready for transformation.

I’m a sojourner and connected to the instinctual nature of the wild untamed spirit of life.  Life is for learning and facing our fears. I walked into my fears, into the darkness, the fire, the challenge and returned from it all with the alchemy of what can never be taken away embodiment - the liberation of my own mind, body + soul. 

I grew up with the same dreamy energy I embody today; I was the little girl talking to the man in the clouds,  talking to the Universe/God, and connected to the the spiritual world. I felt guided and connected to the mystical realm. I conversed with trees, clouds, and rocks, creating concoctions from spring onions, dirt, and seeds and listening and waiting for signs from the natural world. Even during my teens and twenties, amidst partying and deeply difficult times, I was drawn to the Universe/God and the miraculous. I knew it in my soul, even though I often didn’t know how to access it. So many times I witnessed the power of my prayers and intentions, even while bound in depression and anxiety.

I reached several moments in my life, knowing that there was a layer deeper that I did not understand. I felt something was on the tip of my tongue. I knew there was more but no one seemed to have it and I couldn’t seem to find it. At some point, I realized that my outward seeking was a way of avoiding something within myself—my shadow and unconscious mind. It took a deep introspection for me to uncover this hidden realm.  And I began to access a place of inner power I had never dreamed of.

Through a series of external challenges, I learned to listen to this very small voice that was inside of me, asking me to do things that were hard and uncomfortable. As I followed this inner knowing, I began to learn even more about my inner shadow and the unconscious self - which supported me to unravel more and more, and see these hidden parts of myself.

At first, it seemed like when people talked about Shadow or the Unconscious, they were talking ABOUT something they didn't really understand. It felt like a mirage. As I deeply invested in understanding my unconscious/ shadow, I began to see things unfold and the duality & polarity of life became more and more clear. I could see that most people were only talking “about” the shadow/unconscious and while they meant well, they did not really understand what they were saying, because they weren’t able to see their own shadows.  This is why so many spiritual people SAY the right thing- but struggle to “do” what they “say”.

Understanding this was humbling and explained why was so hard for me to follow my own integrity and that still small voice.  Through very dark nights of the soul, releasing and letting go of my attachments and learning to grieve, I opened a door to my unconscious, and this part of me remembered- I remembered the truth of Energy Healing, Astrology, Psychology, Shadow, the Unconscious, Polarity Duality, Spirit and Soul- During a period of profound solitude, I reconnected with this wisdom, which brought me back to my center and taught me that it’s safe to feel all the emotions I had previously suppressed and lead me to the liberation and sovereign power I was seeking.

I believe we are each invited to remember the wisdom we carry and we are here on an adventure; which entails learning about all the difficult things about ourselves so that we can gain the courage to authentically express ourselves and live out our unique purposes- and this usually involves some dark nights of the soul.

While some teachers promote the New Age idea of all “light and love”, I do not. We live in a world of duality, where cycles of life and death are inherent. Nature teaches us this lesson: abundance is not constant growth but the ability to navigate cycles of death and rebirth. In this life, we both expand and constrict and this is what it means to be human. We are given the option to choose to learn HOW to manifest, How to evolve, How to go through constriction and how to expand. And what if you could learn to go through ALL of the human experiences without resistance? What if you could go through the challenges and STILL have clarity, peace and joy?

As life unraveled for me, I have had to deconstruct and reconstruct my life and worldview, several times. Walking through, or maybe crawling through, dark nights of the soul, taught me to sit with my greatest grief, fears and sadness. Navigating the depths of my grief, fears, and sadness during my divorce / loss of who I thought was my person, was deeply painful and highly misunderstood. These experiences taught me the importance of sitting with my pain and the necessity of having someone hold sacred space without taking it on. I discovered that true healing involves feeling and integrating the parts of ourselves that we’ve suppressed or shamed, without judgment.

That being said, I’m not here to fix you or anyone else. I have gifts and I am here to use them but I don’t believe you are broken and I don’t believe there is anything wrong with you. Rather, Healing is letting go of right and wrong and good and bad- and about understanding and integrating all parts of you. So my gifts are to guide you to feel and then learn a new way of being in your body.

Having experienced hopelessness, self sabotage, depression, suicidal ideation, anguish, and feeling lost, angry and so much more… I understand how hard it can be to navigate life on this planet. However, I discovered the power of unconscious, which holds the stories that run our lives, can be reprogrammed with new stories that have power. Through years of trials and tests and triumphs and challenges, I learned that my body is a vessel of wisdom- I knew what was going on, I knew what to do….I just didn’t know howto do it! So learned to be safe in my body and to become the validation I was looking for. Now, as a guide, I will be a witness to your journey and offer clear grounded direction + insight, that will align with your intuitive knowing and support you to reprogram your unconscious mind.

My life's work is to disrupt the ideals of what is normal and what we should or shouldn't be, so that we can be who we truly are & consciously create lives, relationships and experiences that really do, feel good to our soul. When we do this, we FEEL health from the inside out. My offerings empower individuals to explore themselves and their inner truths so that they can learn what it means to satisfied at a soul level.

We are all on a journey of evolution and spirituality and there isn’t “one way”. But there is a way that is real for you and a way that is an illusion for you.  This is the experience of duality, that we can exist under an illusion and it is also real. We are invited to honestly ask:  Is the way that I’m choosing creating more of an illusion? Am I just saying all the right things, but not able to actualize them? Or am I empowered to live in inner freedom, authenticity and with inner peace?It is difficult to admit when we are living in the illusion. If we are constantly looping and cycling in the same struggles, we are in the illusion. And it is valid and okay to be in an illusion, there is no judgement, but if we want to experience liberation and live in inner peace… honesty with ourselves and understanding ourselves are key.

It’s okay to do a 180, to flip things upside down or let things go. Sometimes the medicine we need is not what one might think. In the process you may discover that your still small voice was speaking to you all along. You do have all that you need inside of you. And I’m here to support you to discover it.

It would be my honor to guide you as you step into your own path..