You are the medicine.
Hi, Iโm Bree Estelle. Welcome to Kismet.
My mission is to guide anyone seeking wholeness and to connect their soul to their body + mind.
If you have this desire, then you must also have a desire to liberate yourself, reach into the depth of what is hidden within you and feel aligned to your own unique path.
( Please Note: I recently changed my name so you may see in my reviews the name โJackie Abramovโ as that is my former name)
Kismet Mystic represents my journey of connecting my soul to my body and mind which has resulted in embodied liberation, wholeness, and healing.
A little about my journey
Mystics are seekers of deeper truths, explorers of the hidden dimensions of the soul, going beyond the surface of everyday life and of course, sojourners, those who walk in the perimeter of life. With an open heart and a curious mind, a mystic connects with the spiritual essence that flows through all of life.
The essence of a mystic is to embrace experiences that transcend ordinary understanding, delving into the soul realms, dreams, and the subtleties of energy- deeply questioning the inner self. Thatโs me- Iโm out here on the edges of life and have an ability to navigate the complexities of the human spirit. Iโm dedicated to guiding souls connect to their body and mind, to advance their personal soul path + experience the liberation they desire for this lifetime.
I didnโt come here to fit in. Iโm came to teach- first, myself- then others, who are ready, how to step out of the ordinary and embrace their own individual path at a deeper level. My lifeโs work is about guiding your soul to connect to you body and mind through embodiment, emotional releasing, conscious though and making real change. No one needs a teacher- and a healthy teacher will guide others to become their own teacher. This is my mission. As Iโve said, you are the medicine. It is through 1:1 sessions, learning and reflection, that you will learn to teach yourself.
I see my role in life as a guide - I can guide you to the deeper layers that you have not yet had access too and offer the wisdom for you to awaken to the parts of you that have felt hidden, uncertain or have been difficult to understand. It is not about right and wrong but about exploration and understanding- as this is where freedom is.
As for my personal journeyโฆ.
Since I was a child, Iโve felt deeply connected to the unseen spirit of life. I always been a dreamer, a lover, and the one who would give my things away to others. I was the little girl who spoke to the โman in the cloudsโ and my spirit friends (aka imaginary friends). I felt guided and would converse with the trees, the clouds, the stars and even the rocks. I created magic concoctions from spring onions, dirt, and seeds and would whisper to the earth for signs and symbols to show me the things I couldnโt understand. When I missed my Nanny, I would ask for the wind to tell me she was there.
In my teens I became distracted- I knew I didnโt quite fit in this world - I wanted meaning and purpose but I had no idea how to find that. I found partying, alcohol and drugs to be a way that I could feel happy, find joy and connect with people. But of course, it was empty and left me with more pain. Through my teens and twenties I found myself escaping into substances and relationships. Around 21, I had a profound experience with Source and although my twenties were still filled with traumas, anxiety, depression, shame and sadnessโฆI was opened again to this search for the deeper meaning of my life.
There were so many dark nights of the soul in my teens and twenties. Emptiness, hopelessness, depression, anguish and a desire to leave this planet haunted me at times. Then, in my early 30โs, I had another powerful moment- a surrender to Source- and my soul began to activate and I moved through a very intense period of awakening- diving deep into my shadow, my unconscious and a hunger for a knowing Source was stirred within me. This was when the mystic part of me came alive and I would spend hours connecting and in contemplation and in song- lifting my heart to the knowing of this infinite love of the Universe. During this period my faith, hope and purpose were magnified. This depth of love ignited everything within me and the heaviness of life was lifted. I knew where I was headed and soon began my work with others in multiple capacities of teaching, healing and guiding.
Of course, life had some unexpected twists and turns and more learning was needed. The time of infinite love balanced the time of sadness- but then I needed to go deeper and learn more about the hidden layers of myself - which of course, brought up challenges. Throughout the last 14 years Iโve gone through intense transformations and unraveled my life many times over. The single most important quality Iโve learned is the humility to remain a student. Iโve had to face my deepest fears including the devastation of losses of love in every form. Another layer of depth and understanding came to me after the loss of my soul mate when I began to have excruciating physical pain in my body, which lead me to understand grief and how to connect my soul to my body so that I could release the grief in the body (and eventually learn how to reprogram my body) All of this taught me about the unconscious mind, the shadow and where the real power is. This understanding is the basis of my work now- as I have discovered a major missing piece in the spiritual community โ our souls arenโt connected to the body - we donโt understand how the unconscious mind works and therefore, we are disconnected from our power and trapped in survival.
Iโve talked to hundreds of clients who also felt there was still something missing after having done โallโ of the spiritual things- and still not being okay. Now, I get to teach others how to connect the Body- Mind and Soul.
We are all on a spiritual journey of evolution and there isnโt โone wayโ. But there is a way that is will be real for you and a way that will be an illusion for you. This is the experience of duality, that we can live under an illusion and it can also real. Personally, I always honestly ask myself: Is the way that Iโm choosing creating more of an illusion? Am I just saying all the right things, but not able to actualize them? Or am I empowered to live in inner freedom, authenticity and with inner peace? It is difficult to admit when we are living in the illusion. But there is a way the can know: If we are constantly looping and cycling in the same struggles, we are in the illusion. And it is valid and okay to be in an illusion, there is no judgement, but if we want to experience liberation and live in inner peaceโฆ honesty with ourselves, humility and a choice to learn is the key to our next level of growth.
If you are ready to take your next step to connect your soul to body-mindโฆ It would be an honor to walk with you as a guide for connection to your soul path.
As above, So below
As Within, So Without
As the Universe, so the Soul
โ Hermes Trismegistus